One Week

It’s amazing how in just one week, your life became a roller coaster of different emotions that even if you have the option to stop, you just wouldn’t do it because you like the rush it brings and that feeling of uncertainty is so unfamiliar that you are willing to give up the wall you built so high just to feel it. 

At last, I had a hand to hold. The feeling that I craved for so long. Someone’s hand on mine.

Thank you for giving smile back to my face. Giving me back my hope to love and be loved. Though I know we have that chemistry, geographically it’s impossible. I don’t regret anything that happened in that one week. Everything were special to me. If only I can announce to the world how happy I was, I would definitely do it. But just like any start, there should be an end. I know my trip will be the make or break of our connection, and unfortunately for me it is the latter. Do not worry Aussie guy, you’re always here in my ❤️ together with the memories we made. If in the future you read this, I hope you understand my decision. 

In order to survive, I first need to protect my heart from future pain. I wish you well Aussie guy. I loved you. 


Waist traning and cincher

Today, I gave in to the trend. In hope of losing the love handles and having a 26 waist line 😹. 

After so much thinking, I finally bought a mesh waist trainer via the Lucky Doll Store. They have affordable waist trainers and have been selling it for quite some time now. I checked a couple of online stores and I found out that prices can go as high as 3000php. Big NO! Too much amount for vanity haha! I ordered a small size waist trainer. It says it’s best for 26-28 waist size. When I tried to put it on, it was so hard haha. I can feel that my body fats are being squeezed. First hour of wearing it was fine. You have limited space for breathing so this means it’s not recommended for work outs. After 4 hours, since I have a wide hips, the end of the trainer is becoming annoying on my skin. I wore it under my shirt so its kinda rubbing on my skin. After 6 hours, I removed it and decided to put it on top of my shirt instead and voila! Comfortable and better than directly under shirt. I just don’t know how I will wear it when I wear my work clothes. 


1. No more slouching

2. Not annoying like corsets

3. Three holed so you can move to the next size once you feel you’re ready


1. Can’t be worn during exercise

2. Not sure if this will last

3. Controlled breathing

4. Still hard to put on

I will post another review after a month to see if I was able to move to the last hole. Not pressuring myself because I still believe that exercising and good diet is the best way to be fit. But for pesky pounds that won’t go away, I am willing yo try another way haha!